May 19th

The picture is of my niece Ashley after I spiked her hair :)
Well 2 days into this 4 week semester and I think I am doing good, trying to make sure I don't let the stress of school make me eat bad, or just eat because I am stressed. I have been letting myself go a little more than I want to. I am going to make sure the rest of this week and next go really well. I can almost see myself at my goal weight... just wish it was easier to get there, and faster.
So in class last night my teacher mentioned how photographs make things flattened, and how it is easier to draw off a picture compared to drawing a live person. So I was thinking, maybe that is why when you look in the mirror you may not look so "big" but in a photo you do. Is that why people say the camera adds 10 pounds?
So I haven't lost any weight since the last post, but I am still going... I get a little disappointed when I seem to work so hard and then nothing happens. I have started roller blading while up at my sister's to try to lose weight. I remember when I use to roller blade all of the time, my legs looked good, I even got a complement or two :) So hopefully this will happen again, and help me gain muscle and lose fat!
My problem I think is I love to eat at night, which is suppose to be a bad idea I know. But on weight watchers they always tell you, or at least they did when I went to the meetings, that it doesn't matter what time you eat as long as in the 24 hours you don't go over your points. But anyways I save up as many points as I can for night and eat both sweet things and salty things. Salts I know make you retain water-maybe that is why I can't seem to lose weight fast enough :(
My goal for now: lose 30 pounds by August 24th when the fall semester starts!!! I hope I can do it.