This is a picture of Alexis riding her bike.
Well today has been soo hard for some reason. I don't know for sure why it as been hard, but I have just been soooo hungry!!! I got up at about 6 am this morning and watched the sun rise, and then later made everyone my vanilla pancakes, which by the way, if I do say so myself, are the best in the world!!! Because I made the pancakes I have wanted to have some sooooooo much. The last two times I made them, I gave in and ate some, which made today that much harder to not eat them. I keep thinking about what will happen if I give in... probably will gain back more weight, or at least not lose any for the week. I have been stuck for about a week or so... getting a little frusterated. I think I know why I am not losing, but for some reason that makes me want to just eat and eat, although I know that will make the situation even worse! Losing weight is sooo hard!!! and sometimes lonely, even if other people are encouraging, somehow it feels like I am all alone in this.
My goal for now is still lose 30 pounds by August 24th!!! Maybe once I start working again starting June 16th I will be able to not be so tempted and just stick to eating less. I will also be waking up early, working from 7:30am till 4pm, so by the time I get home hopefully I will be more tired then hungry. :) Well if anyone is reading any of these posts, any good thoughts or comments are always appreciated :)
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